19.06.06. Monday

19.06.06. Monday

Morning - At Home - symptoms 2-3
Zoloft 12.5 mg (1/4 tbl) + 0.5 mg Helex
Come on, last night I slept so much. Last night I fell asleep around midnight, woke up at about 5 this morning, but I was able to sleep again at no extra exhibition with tableturinama. Already I'm a little disgusted, and they and their side effects. I do not feel anything other than deterioration.
Today is my 6-th day to take zoloft and I should start drinking whole tablet (50 mg), but I still decided to drink in the morning 1/4, and in the evening 1/2 tbl order to mitigate some potential side effects. I noticed that my one little yawns and sleepy, and nauseated. And of course, the deterioration of the general condition. I hope it will pass.
With a job like no answer, but I do not them, and considering that there is not some sort of special events (except turning off the phone lines, the Internet, etc. 'shit') then we do not really miss. E-mails to Inbox office has nothing, or at least none that concerned me (I check at home). Slightly translate some materials just to spend time and distract themselves.
I got a bit to the terrace on top of the building (instead of a roof terrace have) this morning around 10 More comfortable than in an apartment because he feels a breeze, but only in the shade. The sun is hell. I was up for about 45 minutes and wiped back home because I have no peace, just sit in the shade. She turned on the fan and sat at the computer. It's kinda fun to me, even when I do (and mostly do it for the games, especially those tense, adrenalin, no nerves). Trying out new programs, scribbling this diary, little blog (http://anksioznost123.blog.hr) and so ...
I began spending more time at home, which worries me. A van no strength to get out - I was hot, I was weak, my legs do not keep in mind a strange feeling on the edge of consciousness.

Afternoon - home - symptoms 1-2
Helex 0.5 mg
Nothing worth mentioning. I drag it from bed to bed and wearing fan for them. And surfing. A period. Here's a winning combination: a change in the drug + heat + slightly lower pressure (110/70)

Evening - shopping center - 5 Symptoms
Helex 0.5 mg before departure
Wow, coma, I almost collapsed at the store. And it did not even enter. We waited in line to give away returnable packaging, and I felt so bad that my dad had to take me home for about 10 minutes before we come to order. My mom and my daughter stayed. Arrived home, quickly pouring cold water, candy in your mouth, cold water, turbo salty sandwich ... and all other first aid used by heart patients, diabetics, and all other niskotlakaši kojje know and do not know. Funny and stupid. And of course, after half an hour we be better, but I was exhausted and tense.
Maybe I should not go because my condition deteriorated so much that now I'm afraid to get out of the apartment. Already I'm going out in a common hallway on the floor with me cause trembling and fear. While comforting to me all of the initial deterioration and reactions to new drugs, not to me it does not help. It is not pleasant to know that you are a prisoner of your own apartment and stupid disease that has nothing to do with cleverness. So who are afraid to walk normal? Especially when it gets cold outside and be comfortable. Instead I enjoy, I can virtually aborting the floor in fear. For a goof! But I'm a bit angry at the disease, the drugs, the heat and everything else!
Upon returning I called Dr. Ž.P. (I'll post it in the summer on psychotherapy, in DZ), which I definitely recommend to go with a SR Xanax 1 mg, 0.5 mg and Helex to drink every four hours. Well hell I'll become a zombie from so many pills!
Zoloft 25 mg + 300 mg + Ranital Helex 0.5 mg