FRIDAY, 16.06.2006.

FRIDAY, 16.06.2006.

In the morning and throughout the day: Helex 0.5 +0.25 +0.25 +0.5 mg
Zoloft 25 mg in the morning
Sulpiride 50 mg (about noon) - the second capsule prescribed for today because we did not take the pressure is lower and without
Although I fell asleep in the wee hours, but before 7 o'clock this morning, I woke up. I look at the clock, I lie back and doze lightly, even for an hour again, and again ... and I raise around 9.30, all scared and upset.
The whole day I got home and I feel pretty bad: a constant high anxiety and concern, tremors, dizziness, weakness, shortness of breath, depression for deterioration ...
Parents afternoon were at the funeral of Dad's colleagues - they asked me to take them, but I just could not because I felt really bad. Like all day, anyway. It's hot.
Is this a result of taking any new medications? The Sun took'm just Helex and felt almost normal, and this is yesterday and today is a disaster.
My tomorrow want to go to Grandma's house (50-odd km from Zagreb) and want to go with them because they think that I would use. I'm not really much to it, but I refuse them for a long time so ... For me there last time (around Easter) struck first terrible panic attack after three years and terribly afraid, but my dad says that the drive (and the fear that drives it worse than me). Would remain overnight. Horror is in my bones.
Me a little frightened of going out during the day, while the heat. When you get outside after dark (and it gets cold) - I will break the sun for easier breathing.

evening:
Helex 0.5 mg at bedtime + Ranital 300 mg
Asleep at midnight, woke up at 2 after midnight - all anxious, tense, constricted muscles, scared - awful. I do not know what to do with themselves, own my skin is tight. I can not stand it any longer and take
Apaurin 2 mg - Mom sees the light in the room and comes to me to lie in bed (just freaky). She dozed beside me and I peg. If it were not tragic, it would be funny. Around 4:30 we finally began to yawn and I slept until 7:30 in the morning.